18.1.09

Forever Lost....

to MJ


Alas that the days could be reversed

But time wears on so mercilessly.

His phantom image now only a memory,

But upon his face my mind remains immersed.

My heart empties like a rushing tide,

Crying for the love that I have lost.

His disappearance such an unbearable cost.

From that haunting presence I long to hide.

His eyes, gems, I see as though before me

And yet so distant they remain.

My own mistake on our love a stain

That forever a painful regret will be.

Sweeter than the lilac’s aroma on the breeze of spring

His voice was in my ear.

But no longer is he near

And never again will his name my heart sing.

12.1.09

from Taylor...

I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairy tell.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
lead her up the stairwell.

This ain't Hollywood,
this is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you,
and you let me down.

Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around.